Archive for October 12th, 2005
Change of domain
by Leion on Oct.12, 2005, under General
There is a change of domain company. Hence this site has been moved. I think the persmissions of the site is haywire. Some parts may not work well. Anyone found a problem can tell me? Thanks 
Weakling
by Leion on Oct.12, 2005, under General
Though I seem to have recovered from my fever, some undesireable side effects still stayed on to haunt me.
For one, I feel an obvious weakness in my body now. I cannot believe I napped from 5pm to 8pm just now. I cannot understand why I get so tired so easily nowadays. Today I do not even have lessons…. and I was not doing REAL work at school. Hate myself for trying to act strong at the beginning of the course and chose this stupid combination. Now I am feeling the full effects of 2 stupid courses. One of which I cannot understand at all what the lecturer has been talking about all this while, and the other, a subject I cannot seem to grapse what is the importance of all the descriptive information.
With the exams hot on my heels, I still have 3 assigments to hand up. One of which I am leeching off my team mates. I am feeling fustrated for not being able to do more of the work because of my inablity to understand what the lecturer was talking about.
As usual, many people has a fake impression of me being clever and able to understand things easily(I used to believe that too), I cannot help but to feel helpless over the current situation now. I am but a normal boy in the cohort. Nothing fanciful about my brain. I am just another procasticator out there.
The drive I had during my first sem had long disappeared. The sinking feeling is getting heavier. 
